我们的眼睛应该看向哪里，觉察和批评向内还是向外？

我们的眼睛应该看向哪里

除了本能地看到除自己以外的人与物

去批判事情 批判事物 批判别人

最核心的视野

是批判自己

Let’s say, you are going to a workshop, and you learn something or something in you heals, or you have an insight. So then you come back and then maybe you go to work, and somebody in your workplace is a bit critical with what did you do last week, you talk about it and you heard kind of critical voice about spiritual development.

假如说，你去参加一个工作坊，你学到了些什么、获得了某种疗愈，或是有了一个洞见。然后你回到工作中，你的同事对你上周做的事情有些不满，你谈到这件事的时候，听到了内心有关精神成长的批判。

So one could say, oh, you know I am becoming more conscious, and the other person is not so conscious; and then sometimes here in the spiritual community, “oh, if the world was just more filled with conscious people, it would be much better.” No, it wouldn’t.

于是可能会说，噢，你看我对自己充满觉察，而那个人却毫不自知。有时在自我觉察成长的团体中，（有人会说）“哦，如果这个世界更多的人能够自我觉察，就会好很多。”不，并不是这样。

It’s like if I see the criticism, I need that, if it comes up, I need it, it’s not because of this person, it’s because I need that to ground my revelations.

其实是，如果我看到了对他人的批判，其实是我需要这种批判。对他人的批判，其实源于我自己的去批判的需求，并不是因为对方。而是我需要通过对他人的批判，将我获得的启示落地。

So I can see it’s not the outside doesn’t get me. If I wait with my awakening till the outside gets me, I’m gonna wait forever, it’s not the sense of the game. But what I need to see is that, if there is criticism I needed in order to ground my own revelation until that doesn’t happen anymore. Once the inside is embodied, this all more or less leave my life, or if it happens, it doesn’t bother me.

所以我可以看到，并不是外在不理解我。如果我一直等到外在的世界理解后才觉醒，那我会永远等下去，因为事情并非如此运作。我要看到的是， 为了让启示落地，我需要去批判，直到我内在的批判不再产生。而一旦我内在的情况被呈现，所有这些批判就会或多或少地离开我的生命，或者即便发生了，也不会对我造成干扰。

But that is not the world need to be more conscious for me to land, that’s I need to become more conscious, in order to include that voice, because it’s my voice over there. It’s me seeing this through you.

所以，并不是世界需要为我变得更自觉，而是我需要更自觉，将那个批判的声音包容进来，因为那是我自己的声音。是我经由你看到了这一切。

Once I see it, amazing, that’s ture, I’m still struggling with my full embodiment. Once the light is in myself, either it doesn’t bother me or it doesn’t happen anymore. It doesn’t matter, because that voice in me is transcendent.

一旦我看到了， 其实，我完全是在与自己的化身作斗争。一旦我把光照向内心，批判就不会干扰我，或是再次发生。它变得无足轻重了，因为我早已超越了内心批判的声音。